Friday, 23 June 2017

wazzup

wazz up yow
like another weekend yeh
but I'm really not that motivated in getting posts done since no views at all
sad
tears
huhuhu

Monday, 19 June 2017

Why Delightful Regrets?

I also would like to know WHY.....?
Why did i study this particular course that causes so much suffering?
but in the the end the happy times can flip them over especially if you're not the only one in this predicament/ situation
(but im in a more deadlier one just to add)

I havent still got over this and I shall lament/emote on this for a while haha
help

favorites

should we now talk about favorites?
I prefer people asking this since im not sure what and i will miss out on plenty of details haha
so just ask under this post if curious or what not hehe :)

weather report 5:24PM June 19, 2017

yeah, when i was writing the earlier posts I noticed dark clouds
followed by thunder, lightning, rain
and now i had to close the glass door of the balcony since wind started to push the rain into the room haha
(there's a screen door to the balcony haha)

k-drama as of june 19 2017

I was a weaboo first then I slowly went to k-drama when I was emotionally unstable haha
wtf is that lol
I was tweeting shit those times haha

so yeah the number of k-drama i had watched can be still counted by the fingers but not sure if its over 10, let's see (not in any order)

Master's Sun
im weak with ghosts stuff so yeah but usually i would watch it with me mum but overall i liked the series

Descendants of the Sun
acting was great (for me, feel free to judge me im used to it haha) one comment overall, the leading guy is too perfect. well the actor did mention it himself on the commentary episode.

My Love from the Star (it has other titles)
over all, it was sweet, just that the way the main guy actor cries, not aesthetic lol just saying

W
supernatural, was kinda sad for the dad. but generally i wont like to have someone fictional as a partner, he might suddenly disappear someday you know lol

Doctors the one from 2016 i think about this female student and his teacher
I havent finished it yet since it got boring but my friends did tell me on how it ended

Bring it on ghost
I also havent finished this since im weak with the supernaturals though i did decide to take sneak peaks on the further episodes haha

Goblin
i introduced it to my mom and she finished it without me haha. since we started it when a local channel had it on dub and it was nearing my exam week so I just gave my mom on where to watch it online so im left out haha

Marriage Not Dating
lol I had to check my collection if I missed out on any series and found this. Overall it was cute and adorable. predictable but it had twists so yeah

lol 8 so far

romance

concerning romances
im at the point of wanting to have a person to have and stay with me through happy and tough times
It came to me during this Christmas event, I was at the University and I was tired from studying, yeah still studying at that point of the year when it should be joyous.
so yeah, i wanted to lie down cause im dizzy af, so i was hoping for a lap to lay on. speaking of romances, i want to be really good friends first before getting romantic haha i know im a difficult person and that is why im still single since birth sigh

I prefer that the person wont dislike what I really like which would be typed next

I really like to be funny, sarcasm is optional but dont humorous people naturally have that?
next is dogs. I LOVE DOGS <3
my goal breeds are shiba inu coz WOW, samoyed PURE WHITE. but any dogs would do. the one we have now is mixed breed haha (aspin).

I also like watching anime which is already given.
another would be maybe music, we cant enjoy if we have different taste in music. generically i have no genre/s that i prefer to listen to. I simply enjoy the back tunes and beats then whatever makes me happy, thats it. I like upbeats ones so it can go from pop to rock to r&b to i dont know.

If you had read my previous posts, I did say I play this game called Ingress.
yes, I want to have someone with me so can go to random places without my parents really worrying
Im not suggesting a friends with benefits relationship. it would be nice to be able to get out of the house most of the time haha

anime as of june 19 2017

the last series i was able to watch was the ao no exorcist, the second one. Kyoto Fujouou-hen
I didnt want to view the OVA even if I had it downloaded coz it seem boring haha

and I had The Silent Voice or Koe no Katachi for months now in my computer but I dont want to really embed myself and chill to it since:
1. its romance
2. I need to take academics seriously
3. no action scenes
I wouldnt mind romance if it has action usually.
im even ok with harem or reverse harem coz it has comedy content haha

Im a downloader, since net cant handle streaming. more like i cant handle how slow it loads hehe

I do have myanimelist.net since it did come to me that it was hard to list it all down on paper haha

CLANNAD cut scenes

Spoiler content
Why clannad is rated feels
Haha
More like rated gore o_O
Hahaha

internet speed crisis

if the net connection was regularly like this lol and my parents havent upgraded it yet ever since the time of xxx since my dad complains i am failing subjects with all my "playing"
and here is the speed on an afternoon hehe

what do i want to post?

I want to be able to share my stories and experiences as much as I can
since I have relatives as friends on fb so yeah
i got reprimanded once for sharing my cellphone number there lol like why
so yeah (I have them blocked, even my family cause they judge)

I will probably stop doing this soon

Since Im more free now but still busy since i failed these subjects which are needed to be passed in other to proceed to the next year so yeah

mysterious

yes i want to be mysterious af and get people shocked haha

about I

I
I
I wanna have this short lol
so where do i start
I am still studying this course, 5years i hope i can finish it on time.
(I already have regretted taking it several times)
I have been busy with this course that I lost all my hobbies, the interesting ones like drawing, watching videos, crafting, producing?

I like watching anime
always the action,adventure,comedy
not so often romances?

so next is probably movies?
ACTION! COMEDY!
i didnt watch lala land fyi so if youre a fan, i cant relate haha

I have a guitar mentioned on the post before this. so yeah, it is still a dream to do song covers to be uploaded on youtube and other sites. (I have been put down by soundcloud since i just put my guitar recording on top of the original so yeah haha. I generally dont play well so yeah --end--

seems like its not short haha
my fingers are kinda fast for someone like me who doesnt speak regularly to people unless we are really really close

I remember the 1st meeting I had with the game friends and their responses after the event haha
I can only reply with i have a talent for shutting up :))

I play this game called Ingress and belong to the blue side hehe.

I have overly concerned parents which is hard for me to get out of the house no matter how out-going I am. haha i try I did lie countless of times and get reprimanded for not answering my phone lol. which is why they wont get me a brand new one. sad.

kick off

greetings!
Im using the youtube account for this so i am TENGen, though in games i just made it into tengN after the fellow players had it reading it as a foul word on their first try. I am from the Philippines. NCR. QC, but just a few meters away from Manila haha.
so hello again haha
I had other blogs before but 1st was on tumblr where it can be so full of fandoms that i think it's too distracting to what content I want to have so yeah
then 2nd one is also a blogger type
for guitar stuff
i put on the screenshots of guitar chords into 1 image, cause it helps me that way, not sure if others do.
another issue for that is i also want to view the images but my phone is out of space so yeah haha
this would be of random occurrences and stories of my life from this point on forward if i can.
It just came to mind that I can just make a fb page as a blog
but I already made this so what now?
haha help
I remember i did do blog-ish posts back then on a spare fb page i have but it didnt really hit cause i didnt share it to the "friends" since it would be about my dark stuff... you know like bad stuff like stealing? not that heavy but like my hobbies of not letting my parents know haha
wow this is long
this wont be read by people anyways haha